bananaconspiracy

Seeing you made my heart stop. Seeing you with her made it break. It's not love. It's not even a crush. It's being replaced by someone else, Someone I can't even begin to compete with. I can't handle it anymore. I want you back. Just like it was. Best friends until the end. Remember those days? Sure you do. You can't even pretend to have forgotten that. I don't want to try and compete with her. Your girlfriend, or lack thereof, doesn't matter to me. What matters is that you so easy seem to have forgotten I ever even existed. I tried to be angry. I tried to forget. I tried to pretend that I hated your guts for dropping me.

It's like drinking battery acid. You may get it down, But it will hurt you the whole time. The problem is You never know it's acid, Until you drink it You take the chance You realize the risk, But you do it anyway You drink it down Gulp by gulp. By the time you realize What you did, It's far too late to fix it.

If I said that was me letting go, Would you believe me? Would you understand that all I wanted, Was that response? If I said that I told you I loved you, As a way of closing that chapter of my life, Would you feel any different? Would it make more sense? You tell somebody that you love them, And everything changes. Suddenly the question of whether you really meant it, Becomes crystal clear. So what happens when you decide you don't? What happens when you realize that what you said, Isn't what you mean? You already put the words out there. You can't take them back now. The real world doesn't have take-backs and do-overs. It

Since ties broke Since we parted ways Nothing feels the same Sure it's fun to spend time with the girls Somtimes And I bet you like being with your boys But I miss spending time together I miss you You were the most fun friend I had And now there's a hole See it? It's right there You know me better than them I assume I know you too I want too talk to you again To see you smile And hear your sarcastic comments I miss you.

You asshole Don't you see what you're leaving behind? Don't you see the person it hurts? There's no point to your bullshit You don't even try I used to try to matter to you I tried to compete with your "love" for her All I wanted was time Fun with a friend A laugh here & there Maybe a hug once in a while You never gave me that You never tried to see that it sucks It sucks when someone just stops Stops all communication Stops coming to visit Stops bothering to remember That you have feelings too I tried to be a friend to you You never seem to notice anymore So wrapped up in her No one else seems to matter to you anymore Y